Nope, 2023 is looking like things are make a huge change…

aging parents, two handicapped adult children….and yeah, I’m getting older too.

I have no idea what the future hold, 2023…but it seems my 2023 is going involve a huge change and challenges…and lots of changes..

I’m still thinking of a few races, a few trips…..maybe…..I really can’t commit to anything…

I’m going to hope for the best…….maybe my parents with the help of my sister and myself will find something, structure, a better social situation….my sister seems to think they should continue to live in their house….but, I think it’s time for a move to somewhere they can have help and life supported…they can’t walk down stairs, their yard their house is a lot of work to look after…and seriously I know I should be able to help, but enough.

They need consistant help, but also where they are in life, on their own won’t work…..I don’t think is safe……….and where once was home, most of their neighbours are gone and have moved on…..so there’s no social time for them, no connections….I think that would make a huge change…..a life, outside of just sitting, and no social connections…….

The next months will tell what the future holds…….but for now……life may just become, well not my own……..