I’m sorry…..
I don’t usually care about much, really, not even about how others feel about me
I know I’m not an easy person to connect with, I’m just me, I can’t change that
But, sometimes I regret things, things that I don’t understand
I really don’t know where some things come from.
I once worked with 4 four amazing people.
I lucked out, I managed to hire these four that made our store a fun place to be…..it was perfect.
It was social, and it was a place I loved to be……..
It was great for a few years, and then something changed…..
I don’t know what, or how?
I suddenly became the worst person on the planet, four people, well, hated me….and that’s a kind word, it was worse…
I struggled, I’m struggling to understand, or get over it…
It was sad, and still is……it bothers me that I don’t understand
Maybe I’m not supposed to, I know, I know, just get over it and let it go
I’ve been told that a lot……but, well…it was such a special time, with such special folks…..people.
I miss them, I miss that time…..and, I don’t know what happened, I know it was me…something I said, did, or maybe just the way I am………
I guess, time moves on, I’ll hang on to the good memories….but….