I’m not a good person. I don’t know what it is or why, but I shed people like a snake sheds skin.

I have no idea why, or what it is about me…….usually, I hang out with a group, and at first, yep, everything’s fine……..and after a while, I’m the people others try to avoid.

I occasionally will have a good crew around me…and in the past that group would be huge…..but as usual, eventually I’m walking, or training alone.

The story with my store is kind of the normal….hired 4 amazing people, make that 6…..for the first few years, all was great…the best boss ever……and then something changed, shifted, and to all but one of them I because someone no wanted to be near……a wtf moment.

I just keep being me….I’m not someone that changes ever..someone I went to school some 40 years ago said that to me, he said I changed as often as a homeless person changes clothes…..and awful compraison….I’m honest, vulnerable, social (to a fault) I like to think I can get along with anyone….and usually, normally do….those 5 co-workers, I still think they’re amazing people, but I know enough to just stay away, let go, and not to try and make things better……

I’m that picture, it’s not you it’s me….I wish I could be something other than me, but well….not a fixable thing.

This the walk…trying to figure things out